On being 18

so i don't feel much different yet
but i do feel something odd
hm

at the final seconds before midnight..
miss A came to mind =\
and i had to find a way to contact her somehow, even though it was impossible
but eh i guess i did do something..?
this is so complicated -_-
sometimes i hope no one ever has to go through this stuff..

but yeah...
and i just recalled a random piece of memory from like 5 years ago on this exact day, being my birthday and all.
well my P.E. class had to run the mile and i remember running and singing "happy birthday to me," etc. haha. good times

i'll further update you on my new, post-minority life =]