First Blog*

so this is my first post =o
and i have no idea what to say!

i've had these types of blog pages before but never was able to maintain them for long. haha
lets see if i can maintain THIS one o.O

okay so the final (my absolute last) choral concert is in a week...
and it'll be BIG!
we've got so much work to do!!!
i've got lines to memorize and an additional song now because Hilary (my "sister") wants to do a duet. haha
but i hope everything will turn out amazingly and i believe in us!

and also...i just realized...last night sorta...
(and i totally know i shouldn't be having this problem again..)
i think i might like someone (i will refer to this person as miss B)...but i'm denying myself XD
it can't be =o
i mean...i totally was over this like...times and times again @_@
i just can't really get out for some reason no matter what i try..
besides...the state that my life is supposedly in doesn't accommodate such things =\
everytime i think that i like someone, it ends up not being real because i'd end up feeling as if i'm betraying...*another* someone (i will refer to this person as...miss A)... and i just hate how everything had to be this way because it shouldn't have been >.<>.< well i hope everything goes swell from now on! for me and choir and everyone graduating and anyone who needs a lift in their life XD hah

new post later? =]


oh and by the way. my birthday is in like..3 days, 1 hour, and 11 minutes